look who I caught hanging around.

So I am getting ready to sit down and work on some post. When out of the corner of my eye i spied something on top of my clothing rod..... She is definately feeling better after being super sick for over a week. My heart breaks when my animals are sick because they cant tell me why they feel yucky. Lola never gets sick and I think that that alot of this is because she is lonesome since our MiMi cat died.

Today was the first day of my 30x30 and while I am excited to do this project, it made me a little sad because I have back slid a little bit on my weight which made these pants fit a bit too tight. I talked to Jake about my balls to the wall approach that I am about to take to shed the weight that I regained. I am embarrassed that I let my emotional frumpy-ness take over my makeup and hair.

No BUENO. Tomorrow I am going to be back in the game looking lovely and put together.

Top:Loft//Pants:NY&Co//Fats:Mossimo

Watch:Betsey Johnson//Hindu Inspired Bracelet//Friendship Bracelet

Nails:Milani Twinkle over Revlon Royal

Southern Sweet Tea

I am kicking coke....for those who know me in real life I know you are gasping wondering how I will survive with out my sweet sugary concoction. I have platued on my  weight loss journey and while I refuse to give up bread  I will give up coke. Its a good thing I am southern to lean on one horrible vice while kicking another. My husband loves to point out that going on to tea is just a bad as coke. ( I know also but i dont care)

I think I am starting to catch a bug, I feel totally under the weather today and want nothing more than new pillows and a nap.
I hope I am not sick I go on vacation in a week, and I am getting the chance to meet a few fabulous local bloggers this weekend and lord knows I am not missing that.


About the pants. When I bought them they were skin tight I could barely close them and they had about a foot of extra fabric on the length. I have been busting weight watches ass, and now I am pleased to state these pants are pretty loose now :)

cardi:merona//top:old navy//pants:old navy//shoes:faded glory

watch:betsy johnson//bracelet:avenue

i backslide

its okay though I mean i lost 40 pounds and then I put back on 10 because I got sloppy with managing my food and just eating all willy nilly. I am revowing to cut junkfood out of my life. Junk food not coke. I am sorry I need the caffine.

I am revowing to get on the eliptical 3 times a week for 30 mins at a time.


Okay and with that said I really do have to get off my ass and get ready for work I am pretty sure I need to brush my hair.

consistency

I kinda lack consistency in my blogging. but for a good reason

I have been consistent in my weight loss journey yeah I have cheated here and there but I have learned how to adjust the rest of day around it.
So here are some stats to chew on when I started I weighed 232 lbs and since I wear avenue/lane bryant majority I will state by their sizes I was a size 20 almost pushing a 22 my dresses were a size 18 and my tops where xxl(18/20). Now I am a month and a half in and my pants are down to a getting loose 18 pants my tops are an xl (14/16) and a size 16 dress and a weight of 209. WOW. I am proud and seeing those numbers makes me more proud.

My goal size is 14 bottoms top and dress. my dream size is a size 10 and my time line is until October of 2012 which is when we are returning to NYC for our anniversary .

Now lets talk some important numbers, my blood pressure and cholesterol are at a downward slope. YES! my triglycerides are NORMAL. Being hispanic those three things have been the most important motivators as heart disease and diabetes are impacted by those numbers and hispanics are the most susceptible to these.

I have gotten to shop for the winter and woohooo since my winter clothing does not fit me any longer. well the pants dont I dont mind a baggy sweater or cardi, throw a belt on and call it fashion.

toodles

Day 4 you didnt defeat me

So I am not that hungry and I wasn't all day. I was satisfied meal to meal.  Tomorrow is my weigh in I don't think ill see any change since its only been five days tomorrow but I am excited on how aware I am already learning to be. Get this I am finishin the day with points left over for my day.

Ill be back tomorrow with my update