I got kinda lost in life this weekend yikes! I had every intentions on hoping on here I had so much to say! Once upon a time I was caught quite often writing my blogs by hand as they came to me so I could then transfer them over to the 'net. I dont know why I stopped that practice, I think I will take it up again.

We are for the most part very much homebodies, we have barbqs, movie nights, but we dont go out. However this weekend we found our social life, and let me say this, I am a friggen old lady cause I am so tired! We went out with friends to this bar/poker night thingy, everyone was so very nice but going after being at work for a for the day I was ready to pass out by 10. Sunday was more of just a food coma exhausted, Hub and C mastered a plan to go out to eat for breakfast which turned into jamba juice, which turned into greasy pizza, which turned into popcorn, damn I am sleepy just reading that. I came home passed out without even looking twice at the computer.

I am finally passing this feeling of where I need to stand outside and just scream at the top of my lungs.I am not feeling a hundred percent emotionally content but I dont feel the sense of anger that seemed to be sitting in my heart. There was a lot of reservations that I had about talking about my emotions, not feelings but emotions. I know that there will be some that think I am a total nut case and then some that will have an ah-ha moment and learn something about my behavior.


Tonight I will have two more post up, a dessert recipe and a normal post. I just wanted to explain my where abouts

I dunno

I was trying to think of some witty invitation to read this post, and uh FAIL i couldn't think of one. So sorry, and by the way this is gonna be kinda boring..oopsy

So the first day of my year was pleasant, I went to work it was steady and not over exerting. I read a few fashion blogs read a few beauty blogs. Made a grocery list... If the rest of my 2011 is like this I am going to be pretty pleased. I just gotta chill and go with the flow again. I made too much out of 2010 trying to make it it phenomenal in order to make up for the tragic stuff.

I am in dire need to clean out my closet for the clothing that doesn't fit or isn't in good condition any longer and trash or donate them. I need to also hem my pants, woohoo for loosing weight that means the pants aren't as tight on my legs which means they are little too long now. SAAWEET. I am chunky girl and I recognize that. I kinda gotta be blind to not see that I am a chunky girl, the other night I had a total weight watchers moment when I looked at my wedding picture and saw how heavy I was at that time of my wedding HOLY SNIKEY. In the year I have lost 30lbs I am a little ashamed that it took a year to loose the 30lbs, but none the less its down and gone! My goal is by December to be at a size 10. Back on the skinny girl side of the store and back to wear I can thrift shop again. I love thrift shopping.


Well this was a whoollee lotta nothing...
till tomorrow
L