Hubs is out of town for christmas to see his grandma who has been very ill. I couldnt get the days off for the life of me so I am here in town. In the entire 8 years we have been together this is on the second christmas away from each other. Part of me is ready to cry, but I dont want to because then I am a big ass baby. I just am not in a fantastic place with my side of the family, and I work on top of everything.
I am not upset that my husband is gone I am glad I want him to be there with his grandparents and the rest of his cousins.. I am just sad for a lonely christmas.